Delirious Dilemna...

My love,

It's been a long time since I wrote you a letter. I've been confused. but I'm still here waiting for a time when my feelings of longingness will once again overflow and spurt it out just for you. How have you been? It's been a while, and I miss you.

I'm faced with a dilemna about love. I'm chasing after someone I like who could not possibly like me back. On the other hand, someone is just around the bends loving me. I'm loving you unconditionally but someone else is feeling that for me too. Who do you choose? The one you love? Or the one who loves you?

In keep asking the question, "why can't you love me back?" while someone else is asking me that too. Can't you see? Life will never be fair. Love is not fair. And if God is Love, then maybe God is unfair. But nevertheless, I still ask Him that someway, someday, you will love me back too.

The one who loves you...