The Day You Said You Lied...

Dearest love,

I can't think of words to weave today just to make you choose me and stay. I've loved you too much that I am blinded by all things bright and was myopic of the sudden impact that I will soon realize. I shouldn't have let you go. But wait, I didn't. It was you who let me go.

How sad it is that something so beautiful just disappears like wisps that will never exist again? I pray to the creator and then later to the preserver, to help me in this matter. Love is something that you should hold on if it's authentic. Yet the realization that you never felt it is only but sinking me into the quagmire of oblivion. I wanted you back. But do you? Perhaps now is the time to gauge what will happen between now, and tomorrow.

For this is a day that matters. But then this is the day that I will cry. Or maybe smile.

Hurting inside,
An angel