Love Letters For An Angel

This one's for the love of my life. My shining star, My guiding light. This one's for you...

Monday, October 25, 2004

You Are A Wonderland...

My sweet honey,

Happiness is an understatement when describing what I feel when I'm with you. It's your dazzling eyes that sends me in a frenzy. It's your soft lips that keeps me pushing through. It's that heavenly body that gives ripples through the very fabric of my reasoning and understanding. It's that angelic face that consumes all my fears and troubles. When I'm with you, it feels like heaven is just a step away.

I want to be with you forever. You are my life. My guiding light. You are the one who lifts me up when I'm down and heavy, loaded with burdens of uncertainty about life and love. Rest assured that I will always be here for you as you will be there for me.

I love you,
Your angel

Monday, October 18, 2004

How It Feels...

My princess,

It never occured to me that you'll appreciate that way I smile at you. The way I care for you, the way I try to look you in the eye and seem to say "I will always protect you". You maybe have also noticed that everytime I close my eyes, It's you that I see and It's your name I mutter even in the deepest of sleep.

With each passing day, my feeling's getting warmer for you. My love is getting stronger. Maybe it's the way I see you. Or the way you see me. One thing is for certain. This is not a passing fad but something that we will be remembering forever.

And yes, thank you, for loving me too.

Your angel



Thursday, October 14, 2004

The Birthday Letter...

My angel,

Almost a quarter of a century ago, a devil was born. Born into a world of sin, full of darkness, the world he knew became his playground. He learned to eat, drink and move. Evil enveloped his undeveloped mind.

And then you came along. An angel that bathed in full glory. Your aura was enough to make a devil's party disperse into shame. I've met you and life was never the same again. You taught me how to be happy. You taught me how to smile. Best of all, you taught me how to love.

And the love that was blinding engulfed me in holiness. I became an angel myself. I became your angel. And rest assured, I will always be here, to be your angel for life.

Take Care,
Your little devil

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Sorry, Now I Know You...

My angel forever,

Sorry seems to be hardest thing. It's a word that's often overlooked but nevertheless substantial. The eyes reflects the true sincerity of the beholder. And to the one I love, I want to reiterate that I am sorry. Very, very sorry.

Next time, i will know
That when you are quiet, millions of things are running in your mind.
When you are arguing, you may be thinking deeply.
When you'll look at me with eyes full of questions, you may be wondering how long you will be around.
When you answer "i'm fine" after a few seconds, you may be not at all fine.
When you stare at me,you may be wondering why I am lying.
When you'll will be laying on my chest, you may be wishing for me to be yours forever.
When you'll' call me everyday, you may be seeking my attention.
When you'll want to see me everyday, you may want to be pampered.
When you'll sms's me everyday, you may want me to reply at least once.
When you'll say I love you, you mean it.
When you'll say that you can't live without me, you may have made up your mind that I am your future.
When you say "i miss you", No one in this world can miss me more than you ......

I've done my homework. Now please give our love another chance...

Your little devil

Monday, October 11, 2004

I'll Be There...

To a princess,

Just want you to know that I am here and will always be here for you. Whatever the odds are, whatecer the time is, whatever happens...

When you are feeling angry, let me be the one who makes you calm.
When you are sad, let me the one who puts the smile in your face.
When you are tired and weary, let me be your strength.
When you feel down and jaded, let me lift you up.
When you are happy, let me laugh and smile with you.
When you cry, I will cry too, with you.

And best of all, when you feel being surrounded by the demons of this cruel world, let me be your angel. Because that's what you are too, to me. I love you.

From an angel

Friday, October 08, 2004

Stars And Candlelights...

To my shining star,

Why is it that some people fall in love with people who are falling in love with somebody else? Is it a game of tag? Clearly, it is a sound proof that life and love as we know it, is not fair. And right now, I may be thinking of you thinking of him thinking of the days gone by. When I look at you looking at him, it hurts my soul deep inside.

The past haunts us every minute of our lives. But pasts are to be pasts. Move on and see the light. For my love, I will fight. This may be a sensitive moment in our lovelife. But who knows, after the rain, the rainbow might still be there after all.

Right now, I really don't believe that much in love. But I believe in you and what I feel for you. When you feel that you're wandering helplessly in the darkness, just call my name and I'll be the candle that guides you. I don't care if you don't love me too. All I know is that I love you and that is true.

From an angel

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Delirious Dilemna...

My love,

It's been a long time since I wrote you a letter. I've been confused. but I'm still here waiting for a time when my feelings of longingness will once again overflow and spurt it out just for you. How have you been? It's been a while, and I miss you.

I'm faced with a dilemna about love. I'm chasing after someone I like who could not possibly like me back. On the other hand, someone is just around the bends loving me. I'm loving you unconditionally but someone else is feeling that for me too. Who do you choose? The one you love? Or the one who loves you?

In keep asking the question, "why can't you love me back?" while someone else is asking me that too. Can't you see? Life will never be fair. Love is not fair. And if God is Love, then maybe God is unfair. But nevertheless, I still ask Him that someway, someday, you will love me back too.

The one who loves you...

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Haste...

My dear precious,

Give me time to share matters of the heart wherein haste is of the importance.

It is in our knowing that love takes time to develop, so why start late?
Love may be sturdy but in a storm, it can turn into a quagmire, a quicksand that may suck you in. Love is not a rock.
What if the love you have thought to be turns out the love that blinds and the love you thought that blinds turns out to be the love that ought to be the love of your life?
What if I die tomorrow?

But take time. You do not find love. Love finds you. It may not be that obvious at first but in time, when you are alone, staring at the sun, it will hit you. And when it hits you, do not hesitate to relish it.

Take Care,
your angel




Saturday, October 02, 2004

Angel Voice...

To a special someone,

Close your eyes and think of someone special. Well, there's someone that's more special than the one that you thought of. And that would be you.

When will I see you again fair one? I miss your voice. It is music to my ears. My heart jumps when you say "How are you?" or "What's up?". My eyes dilates when you tell me "You were good!" or "There's something in you!". But what I consider most special is when you told me "You're my angel too!"

Have you ever thought about me too?

From someone

Friday, October 01, 2004

Smile, Good Days Are Here...

My angel,

I'm starting this letter with a smile. Yes. Smile angel. The end of the "hard days" is at hand. Soon we'll be relaxing in a paradise of tranquility and serenity deep within our minds. The peace that we've longed for is finally in sight.

So where will you be? You may choose to be in a white-sanded beach listening to the ripples of the waves. Soaking in the water, relaxing your muscles as you dip into the sea. The winds are howling, creating a perfect harmony that's pleasant to the ears.

Or you may choose to prowl the night and be one with the blackness of the ethereal party that's aplenty. Your body grinding to the electrifying beat, doing electricity-filled antics of excitement, to be cooled afterwards by spirits.

Or you may choose just to be at home. And relax, rest, have a decent slumber in preparation for what's coming up ahead. Just you, alone, in your room, staring at the ceiling and wondering what life may be, will be, should be and can be.

Or what you'll be doing is none of the above. Or none of my business either.

One thing's for sure though. You will always be in my mind. I will be missing you. The way we used to laugh. The way we used to cry. The way we used to imagine a world where in we are the only inhabitants of this planet. The way you've captivated my heart and soul. The way you tried to push me. The way I used to pull you. Such things that make all of heaven's angels envy you.

Take care of yourself though. Take care of your heart. I intend to keep it forever. I love you...

Your little devil